Writing to you, singing into your ears
or seeing into eyes—the hearer's gaze,
the rishi's pure-clear mind. Language is used
to bring the divine down from on the top
of the tall mountains. What else can I hear
but her? I cannot seem to ever know
a space that isn't hers, I cannot hear
a sound that isn't understood by silence.
I want her in my mouth like words, I write
my poems on her body. The tongue I use
to move the air is hers, the luminaries
that wander in the sky establish time
and manifest a calendar. I make
her body into language with my want.
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Hold me with song except my soul will yield
After Petrarch's ‘I’ ò pregato Amor, e ’l ne riprego,'
Hold me with song except my soul will yield
to you. My bitter joy is overcome
by reason. I follow and don't deny
the straight way. Loyalty so leads me to
places I have prayed love, you pardon me
with such clear wit that heaven illumines
with pity my looks—from a fortunate star
such noble virtue rained down. I should say
that reason cannot restrain all good souls
with noble virtue. What else can he do?
You, with that heart that, without disdain
consumes him. I stray from the way with pity
and I pray again unwillingly.
Why do I long so, why are you so beautiful?
Hold me with song except my soul will yield
to you. My bitter joy is overcome
by reason. I follow and don't deny
the straight way. Loyalty so leads me to
places I have prayed love, you pardon me
with such clear wit that heaven illumines
with pity my looks—from a fortunate star
such noble virtue rained down. I should say
that reason cannot restrain all good souls
with noble virtue. What else can he do?
You, with that heart that, without disdain
consumes him. I stray from the way with pity
and I pray again unwillingly.
Why do I long so, why are you so beautiful?
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Maybe today it's something with the stars
Maybe today it's something with the stars,
tomorrow it's something with music. Calendars
of animals and girls, this obsession that
I have with light and dark. The way she read
the art I loved, I heard her talk about
a Caravaggio. Remembering
her in another set of letters in
a form—a week from now, another moon
or two finds me within her folding thighs
resolved underneath sheets. She is unveiled
by lamps and oils, luxuries of light
wax and wane on her nude body. Stars
lie still up there and see chaotic love
assail and overtake the sinful poet.
tomorrow it's something with music. Calendars
of animals and girls, this obsession that
I have with light and dark. The way she read
the art I loved, I heard her talk about
a Caravaggio. Remembering
her in another set of letters in
a form—a week from now, another moon
or two finds me within her folding thighs
resolved underneath sheets. She is unveiled
by lamps and oils, luxuries of light
wax and wane on her nude body. Stars
lie still up there and see chaotic love
assail and overtake the sinful poet.
Words in a prayer, little hairs in the white
Words in a prayer, little hairs in the white
of morning. Quiet birds that hardly fly
are populating trees, clouds continent
the sphere of heaven. Just this whirling prayer
about her, like the way the Sun and stars
revolve as a big system. I begin
to see it now: her there, the cat's wet fur
and vivid purr. My fingers move the muscles
of her legs, I worship when I feel
her skin, I sing my feeling when I pray
inside her like a church. Heresiarchs
and charlatans, the Botticelli thighs
in handfuls, pure beloved nonthought
through union with her visceral body.
of morning. Quiet birds that hardly fly
are populating trees, clouds continent
the sphere of heaven. Just this whirling prayer
about her, like the way the Sun and stars
revolve as a big system. I begin
to see it now: her there, the cat's wet fur
and vivid purr. My fingers move the muscles
of her legs, I worship when I feel
her skin, I sing my feeling when I pray
inside her like a church. Heresiarchs
and charlatans, the Botticelli thighs
in handfuls, pure beloved nonthought
through union with her visceral body.
Unreadable—remarkable as such
Unreadable—remarkable as such,
encoded in a song, a couple phrases
drawn together. Her wide hip has drawn
upon it horses, graphemes and diphthongs
in sequences. I open up my hand
like roses do, an energy is there
articulated. She moved in sentences
and images, I sense her sense and then
remember what I'm not. Yet when I look
into the words, her eyes: the leaves of trees
float on a river to its end. I laugh
because I am amused, laughs aren't read
nor thought. When I grab her, the horses drawn
begin to wander the illumined pasture.
encoded in a song, a couple phrases
drawn together. Her wide hip has drawn
upon it horses, graphemes and diphthongs
in sequences. I open up my hand
like roses do, an energy is there
articulated. She moved in sentences
and images, I sense her sense and then
remember what I'm not. Yet when I look
into the words, her eyes: the leaves of trees
float on a river to its end. I laugh
because I am amused, laughs aren't read
nor thought. When I grab her, the horses drawn
begin to wander the illumined pasture.
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
To hell with a name! Who knows what to call
To hell with a name! Who knows what to call
a god you can't describe? I held her down
a while, she squirmed into the bed. The ceiling
fan revolved above us in a music
like the whirling stars. I heard a song
come out of her, she came into the world
creating things, some triangles and scripts
I can't translate. She bit me when I thought
of anything but her. How could I? When
the colors turn, the clouded passion sets
low on the horizon, she has no words. Trees
don't speak, the air must sing without a sign,
without a designation. She swallows
my body and annihilates me.
a god you can't describe? I held her down
a while, she squirmed into the bed. The ceiling
fan revolved above us in a music
like the whirling stars. I heard a song
come out of her, she came into the world
creating things, some triangles and scripts
I can't translate. She bit me when I thought
of anything but her. How could I? When
the colors turn, the clouded passion sets
low on the horizon, she has no words. Trees
don't speak, the air must sing without a sign,
without a designation. She swallows
my body and annihilates me.
Some mystery to me—I took a step
Some mystery to me—I took a step
into the ditch, the mud and croaking frogs
reminded me of love. I orient
my self about her heart. Where is it at
if not among my breath? I don't know where
the Sun went, I open my mouth to take
her breast. Cows live and die, a storm becomes
a calm, a couple birds wander the sky
above. To figure which is her object
among so many is just difficult.
I couldn't read the books I'd found, she said
those ones were in the Spanish. I had smiled
with my whole body, muscles then disclosed
a model of beloved in a dove.
into the ditch, the mud and croaking frogs
reminded me of love. I orient
my self about her heart. Where is it at
if not among my breath? I don't know where
the Sun went, I open my mouth to take
her breast. Cows live and die, a storm becomes
a calm, a couple birds wander the sky
above. To figure which is her object
among so many is just difficult.
I couldn't read the books I'd found, she said
those ones were in the Spanish. I had smiled
with my whole body, muscles then disclosed
a model of beloved in a dove.
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